a wobbly start to English ... but with sis ... who helps beyond words ... I will strive through this. Also getting to and from the venue each week in such a strange environment ... let alone the problematic time of keeping on top of chasing up; from not hearing as stated back in June. When I went in to do the initial assessment. And all the form filling it entails in accessing this free course...
This all helps in getting my mind back to study and research and creative mode, to see if I can do a foundation degree in one of my passions ... or not ... or a degree if I am under estimating my abilities ... as a few of the tutors in my one day tasters have said already ...
I have a few routes of choice in this coming year; while I get the home condensed to maybe move or not ...
This I am ensuring is like the start out in life as once I already done. I am embracing this unfortunate to fortunate chance of doing it all over again ... this time with maturity and the respect that seems to come with it; for attempting and amazing others for already accessing some exams purely by chance, and inspiring sister to do some self training ...
And having more faith in my abilities instead of inability ... self esteem needs to be restored ... in being shunned, unfortunately has left its mark ...
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