The wonder a little jaded

while we go from another June to July ... 

though once I achieve some tasks today I hope to feel better for doing so... 

The summer birthdays in earnest within the core ... My time from translation to transition in the wonders of the world beyond the social exclusion to including ... 

I am now in pull back of the travels to get used to outside environments to combined time in a windowless ward kitchen, the desk within which all manners of clinical people go about the tasks in patient care. The time spent in company of patients who do not decline the offer of sitting with them a while .... The time appreciated from three different nurses whose various patients I was allotted on one occasion alone ... 

The time at the abode in reducing the unnecessary fuss that came by this way. The imprint in scars all round ... And unwinding each day from arduous tasks on a ward and at home in the housekeep of photos in batches and themes appearing chronologically ... 

Under the bonnet

a lotta change since last doing such tasks 

The amazement in such a compact sporty version of a popular car with a lot of people 

The little unique pieces within each mini 

Back to verse

flourish and still terse words and a day to come to test the mood ... it is rather like a faulty traffic light going out of sync ... this next phase with plans for more piers, weirs, waterfalls and boundaries of more than counties ... all with the clan supportive backdrop ... nothing I do is without a trampoline of the backbone of those that are patient mostly .... 

La La Land and seize the ...

ideas that pop ... though I am not good for much with a pain not easing yet ... The issues in the area problematic where genetics may rise or not. The words of those before us and tests we can have lost in that time too. The real life story in our family with HRT and Mascetomy ... happened too ... 

The age approaching fast now of those like me with genetics in passing of my own family timeline of disease rife. All tests so far that I have caught up with so far ... so good! 

The swoop and fling

... now a rest in time for the transition ... the research into how to move my ass logistically in more modum mode ... 

The speed and slow ...

... across country to a city scape before hitting the garden of England with a different perception again ,..The changing moods and sways of time in limbo. We are now arriving at Milton Keynes central ...  the signal not keeping up with the speed of a super voyager...

Irksome irritants

the rest instead of the explore on this occasion in a Nort West town to expose to the varied feelings in  ambiance not attuned for a while  .... the walks out in varient circuits of a town ... I kept the energies for the basics ... the bugs of an obscure type.  The long shift to clear the nasties of the bothersome kind. 

The spring blousons in expression of experience not lost on the colour after the winter dread ...